Friday, October 18, 2013

State of My Non-Union

On December 17, 2012 I underwent ACDF two level surgery (anterior cervical disk fusion of C5-C7)... My surgeon was truly amazing and within a short months I felt amazing... I was told of the down side and possible complications... I even had a follow- up stay in the hospital for treatment of pneumonia... a very expensive 4 days and I missed my family so much. I am so thankful for our neighbor and babysitter Katie who was there to help Brian out when I was gone.  It was honestly the scariest thing I have ever done... trust me I have very high anxiety over a lot of things but this surgery and the potential complications were by far the scariest thing I had to encounter at this point in my life. 

The surgery consisted of a team of 4 Doctors - my main surgeon, a backup surgeon, the anesthesia doctor, the neuro-tester doctor... plus I think about 3 nurses... they put me out after a delay in start time of about 5 hours!  They went in through the front on my neck - a fold by my collar bone on the right side.  Then the moved my windpipe, esophagus etc over to reach my spinal column... at which point they viced my the 3 vertebrae and removed the damaged disks, then inserted cadiver bone cages, placed a small titanium plate on the front of my spinal column and then attached 3 sets of screws to the vertebrae.

Among the biggest risks:  paralysis, heart attack, pneumonia, death and the not so serious but really sucky one.... the surgery not being successful.  Meaning that the bone cages do not union with the 2 vertebrae they have been places between.  This would mean that I would need an additional surgery to secure the original contraption...

So this past summer was great... I had so much fun with the kids and was feeling GREAT.  Then in September I started having similar symptoms to what I had the 1st time around... So I went back to the doctor... Good news = C5-C6 union was a success (the higher level)  Bad news = C6-C7 DID NOT FUSE... a non-union as my Orthopedic NeuroSuregeon described it.  So now I need another surgery....

This just sucks so much... it makes the idea of a 3rd child so hard to conceptualize.  Aside form hiring sitters and the occasional help from a member of my husbands family... I have no one to help with the kids. Its hard, I am not getting younger, I think our family would be more complete with a little boy tearing up the house but because of my medical failures, it may not be in the cards God has dealt me... its a hard pill to swallow.

Here are some photos from the time around the surgery: